My cousin's son tried to take his own life last night and now has one or more machine helping him hold on to physical life maybe. He might be atheist or agnostic or both too and a type who has generally lived 20 years or so of rough struggle and pain and poverty. Ever have a part of you that wants to go back in time and do a little more to help someone feel loved or appreciated or worthy and more embracing of Yahushua? I spent alot of time with him over the last year and there was so much…