Time No Longer2024-03-29T08:01:59ZBeanhttps://timenolonger.ning.com/profile/BornAgainNerdhttps://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/12214530465?profile=RESIZE_48X48&width=48&height=48&crop=1%3A1https://timenolonger.ning.com/group/testimonies/forum/topic/listForContributor?user=3c3u533fangr1&feed=yes&xn_auth=no"Open Ouroboros"tag:timenolonger.ning.com,2023-09-13:5124148:Topic:1381132023-09-13T22:57:20.925ZBeanhttps://timenolonger.ning.com/profile/BornAgainNerd
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<p>(Poem to My Former Self. the Unwitting Slave)</p>
<p><br></br> Except, I have no master to blame.<br></br> Because, I wasn't exactly unwitting.<br></br> Consent, I excavated it from darkness.<br></br> Darkness, I consented to mastering it.<br></br> Mastery, I toiled to enslave myself.<br></br> Slavery, I held sin close to heart.<br></br> Sinful, I thought was different.<br></br> Because, I "knew" it was good.<br></br> Because, I believed it Virtue.<br></br> Because, I heard God say it.<br></br> Except, I had…</p>
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<p>(Poem to My Former Self. the Unwitting Slave)</p>
<p><br/> Except, I have no master to blame.<br/> Because, I wasn't exactly unwitting.<br/> Consent, I excavated it from darkness.<br/> Darkness, I consented to mastering it.<br/> Mastery, I toiled to enslave myself.<br/> Slavery, I held sin close to heart.<br/> Sinful, I thought was different.<br/> Because, I "knew" it was good.<br/> Because, I believed it Virtue.<br/> Because, I heard God say it.<br/> Except, I had only imagined.<br/> Because, I trusted in my sin.<br/> Because, I trusted in my heart.<br/> Because, I trusted my imaginings.<br/> Except, I found my heart was dark.<br/> Because, I still thought it'd be "OK".<br/> Because, I still thought it was "Good".<br/> Because, I still thought I could "Help".<br/> Sinful, I still chose to do it all MY WAY.<br/> Slavery, I even made my chains Myself.<br/> Mastery, I excelled only at imprisoning Me.<br/> Darkness, I found pretends to be the Light.<br/> Consent, I thought I'd agreed to THE LIGHT.<br/> Because, I believed my hope was sufficient.<br/> Except, I disregarded its selfish origin in sin.<br/> Because, I hated the idea of being wrong.<br/> Because, I hoped desperately in belief.<br/> Because, I believed it was not sinful.<br/> Except, I knew deep down it was sin.<br/> Because, I had to withhold the truth.<br/> Because, I had to begin it with a sin.<br/> Because, I passionately loved my idea.<br/> Except, I was shown its origin was sin.<br/> Because, I begged God show me TRUTH.<br/> Because, I saw all things confirming YES.<br/> Because, I wanted to CONFIRM a REALITY.<br/> Except, I knew I was asking out of guilt.<br/> Because, I ignored the sin in my heart.<br/> Consent, I finally revoked it from sin.<br/> Darkness, I confessed it, I repented.<br/> Mastery, I no longer rule over my sin.<br/> Slavery, I was released from it by GOD.<br/> Sinful, I hunt my OWN HEART for darkness.<br/> Because, I am my own worst enemy AT HEART.<br/> Except, I now trust in GOD with ALL MY HEART.</p>
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<p><br/> If thou doest well, shalt thou not be accepted? <br/> if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door. <br/> And unto thee shall be his desire,<br/> and thou shalt rule over him.<br/> Genesis 4:7 (YHWH to Cain)</p> "The Road to Hell is Paved with Good Intentions"tag:timenolonger.ning.com,2023-09-08:5124148:Topic:1378822023-09-08T01:55:37.522ZBeanhttps://timenolonger.ning.com/profile/BornAgainNerd
<p>4/1/23-9/1/23 RIP Strong Delusion. </p>
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<p>The earliest known text resembling this [title] phrase occurs in <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Virgil" title="Virgil">Virgil</a>'s <i><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aeneid" title="Aeneid">Aeneid</a></i>: "facilis descensus Averno (the descent to hell is easy)".<sup class="reference" id="cite_ref-8"><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_road_to_hell_is_paved_with_good_intentions#cite_note-8">[8]</a></sup> "The…</p>
<p>4/1/23-9/1/23 RIP Strong Delusion. </p>
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<p>The earliest known text resembling this [title] phrase occurs in <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Virgil" title="Virgil">Virgil</a>'s <i><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aeneid" title="Aeneid">Aeneid</a></i>: "facilis descensus Averno (the descent to hell is easy)".<sup id="cite_ref-8" class="reference"><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_road_to_hell_is_paved_with_good_intentions#cite_note-8">[8]</a></sup> "The <span class="criteria" id="yui-gen34">heart</span> <span class="criteria" id="yui-gen32">deceitful</span> above all, and desperately wicked: who can know it?" - Jeremiah 17:9 Angels, demons, ghosts, monsters... yet the most dangerous thing in the world is still the heart of man, and all of Hell is counting on that fact. </p>
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<div class="scriptureText">Even if it's believed God asked us to do it,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Even if the best of intentions were fueling the fire,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Even if all the desires of the heart began to be fulfilled,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Even if that fulfillment was accompanied by "every good reason,"</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Even if those reasons were confirmed by continual signs and wonders,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Even if it was believed God's help would justify the flawed means in the end,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Even if every good intention seemed to grow into an even more beautiful fruit,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Even if it all seemed to be good, and pleasant, & was desired to make one wise...</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Even if literally every thing, every moment seemed to miraculously confirm every choice,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Under all 100 layers of deception will still be that one mustard-seed sized grain of Truth.</div>
<div class="scriptureText">If we yield to that tiny speck of Truth, buried beneath all of those layers of the Lie,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">If we deny pride and the lusts of our own hearts' desires, no matter how "good"...</div>
<div class="scriptureText">If we accept that even tho every thing in our lives from the smallest to greatest,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">If we accept that all of those things great and small, and our hearts, were evil,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">If we accept that being emptied of hope and emptied of happiness and love,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">If being emptied of all good things except that one mustard seed of Truth,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">If being left alone at the bottom of that empty pit seems impossibly true,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Even if the light at the top is only the size of that tiny seed of Truth,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Under all the layers of deception and manipulation through wonders,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Under all the heartbreak and confusion, and under all loneliness,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Under all the fallout from our shattered hearts' desires,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">If we earnestly seek to obey that Truth, tiny as it is,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">If we deny our own desires and love that Truth,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">If we earnestly call on the name of the Lord,</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Even tho we failed, He will truly deliver us.</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Even tho we lost, He will cause us to win.</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Even tho we gave away, He will restore.</div>
<div class="scriptureText">Even tho it hurts, He will heal us.</div>
<div class="scriptureText">If we yield, He will give Victory.</div>
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</div> TORTURED IN HELL, LIVED TO TELLtag:timenolonger.ning.com,2015-05-29:5124148:Topic:412132015-05-29T02:14:08.329ZBeanhttps://timenolonger.ning.com/profile/BornAgainNerd
<p><a href="http://timenolonger.ning.com/video/tortured-in-hell-lived-to-tell-full-suicide-near-death-experience">http://timenolonger.ning.com/video/tortured-in-hell-lived-to-tell-full-suicide-near-death-experience</a></p>
<p><a href="http://timenolonger.ning.com/video/tortured-in-hell-lived-to-tell-full-suicide-near-death-experience">http://timenolonger.ning.com/video/tortured-in-hell-lived-to-tell-full-suicide-near-death-experience</a></p> Cool Testimony - Messiah delivers suicidal guy <3tag:timenolonger.ning.com,2015-05-24:5124148:Topic:410122015-05-24T03:42:04.628ZBeanhttps://timenolonger.ning.com/profile/BornAgainNerd
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</p> No Small Wondertag:timenolonger.ning.com,2013-03-31:5124148:Topic:317212013-03-31T17:13:16.111ZBeanhttps://timenolonger.ning.com/profile/BornAgainNerd
<p>the other day, we had some wacky electrical issue out of nowhere, which erupted right as we were about to plug in a new heater on the same grid.. we thought we maybe weren't going to be able to use the heater. i said it would be so wonderful if plugging in the heater just fixed the problem, and you know what - He did just that. </p>
<p>small maybe, but nonetheless amazing! :)</p>
<p>the other day, we had some wacky electrical issue out of nowhere, which erupted right as we were about to plug in a new heater on the same grid.. we thought we maybe weren't going to be able to use the heater. i said it would be so wonderful if plugging in the heater just fixed the problem, and you know what - He did just that. </p>
<p>small maybe, but nonetheless amazing! :)</p>